Seeing God's Goodness and Be THANKFUL!

I woke up this morning and for the first time in two weeks felt at peace, my stomach was not doing flips, I was not a tense ball of nerves and my mind was at rest.
Life. Seems so perfect so wonderful and in a blink of an eye it can all be turned upside down. God brings you to your knees. That is what happened to me a few weeks ago.
It is painful and breaks my heart. Now as a mommy I have to make a choice how I am going to handle those painful moments. I can either let it define me. Let it destroy me. Or let it strengthen me.
I am choosing option number 3 and with God's help I know this will strengthen me and my family.
God doesn't promise for our life to be easy but he does promise to never leave us, to never forsake us and with God all things are possible.
My life is far from glamorous. With broken relationships and family so close yet so far, it could be very easy to get caught up in those things to let Satan twist my thoughts and feel bad for myself (I like to call this.. "stinkin thinkin" but these are the moments when I pull God the closest to me and that's when he shows me his Goodness and his love for me and I am so thankful.
I may be considered the "momarazzi" (my definition of "momarazzi" is... a mom taking photos of God's love and Goodness and each photo taken I give thanks for that moment.)
but you know what, I love that. I love to find joy in everyday to capture those moments that fill my soul with love and laughter. Finding joy and capturing moments really helps me stay away from that "Stinkin Thinkin".

This year has been one incredible year solely because of the Lord and his goodness. He has provided and blessed us in ways that we don't deserve.

A few of my "Momarrzi" Moments
throughout the year.
Life on the farm 

God provides in marvelous ways. My childhood dreams were answered and we bought a farm in January 2013! We have had an amazing year here soaking up every minute! We are reminded of God's love for us daily when waking up to breath taking sunrises. There are so many rewarding things that we are enjoying and loving so much since being on the farm...

the fruits and veggies from the garden, canning, all of our farmyard pets, watching the miracle of birth, homesteading: eggs from our chickens, milk from our goats, meat from our chickens that we butchered ourselves, dinners from our farm, homemade bread and meals from the garden, endless hours of learning, harvest, meals with family and friends, making probiotics (from our goats milk)

The miracle of birth and life and the grace of God. Gracelyn Joy Gniffke joined our family May 15, 2013 at our home. Praise be to Jesus. God is so good.

Our 5th wedding anniversary (details will be in another post) but I am so thankful to be married to my best friend the man of my dreams who and he so gratuitously puts up with my style of parenting allowing me to bring along our 6 month old baby on our anniversary getaway!

I am so very, very thankful to have a husband who works so incredibly hard for our family so that I can stay at home and raise our kids. I am also so very thankful for my at home business that has gone so incredibly well.

After 3 very long years a miracle happened. This happened. For the first time ever my whole family ate a dinner together. By the grace of God alone my dad and I reconciled. My kids met their grandpa.

This could get long so I will also save the rest for another post. But God IS GOOD and God provides and God does miracles.  

And finally I am so very, very thankful for this past year. I have gotten to spend everyday with this sweet girl. I know that will change next year but I can't even put into words how grateful I am for the time and the memories that she and I and our family have made together.

This Thanksgiving I treasure these moments, these memories, my family and my Savior for the wonderful things he has done and provided for our family.
Thankful for the gift of finding joy in everyday to see God's Goodness and find joy in it.

I challenge you if you're not a "momarazzi" and you are struggling with things in life, each day take a picture when you see an example of God's love. Look for it, but you won't have to look far and it won't be hard to find because it is all around you.

From our family to yours, we wish you a very very Happy Thanksgiving!! :)